[ joining her on the flight deck with the balded flowers and the insane flower garland shrine, his hands resting in his pockets, he'll settle at her side and look outwards as well. ]
I know we've been told people will die in this game without fail, feels like insult to injury. Every death does, but...
[ you know. it's like you really went after someone on cyoa! (people are so evil you're all evil ♥) ]
[what we need to do is witchhunt the cyoa runner for they are surely the culprit]
It'll only get worse as the numbers dwindle. And it...forgive me, but I think it does hurt a little more this time? I know there's always people who come together, who share a home in the first place. But picking us all from games where we went through this already, where we shared these fears and these fights, and making us face them a second time?
It's harder not to take them personally. [A beat.] I'm worried about Kaworu the most. He just seems like such a lonely boy. Anders was...it sounds like he was a lifeline to him.
Don't see what needs forgiving - [ she isn't wrong at all. ] - it feels worse... that I can agree with. If they want to test us and see that we've won fairly, makes me afraid of what pulling out all of the stops looks like.
[ his voice softens, unhappy with the thought. ]
The longer we get to spend in this mess together, the closer we get, the harder it is to see someone wind up dead on Friday and another whose blood may as well be on everyone's hands...
[ this is not said in a bad way, just in a "they really make us watch what we've done after all is said and finished" kind of way. even worse, the person who is standing down there always has a godawful time. ]
Tomorrow will be trying for him... so we'll have to be patient.
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I know we've been told people will die in this game without fail, feels like insult to injury. Every death does, but...
[ you know. it's like you really went after someone on cyoa! (people are so evil you're all evil ♥) ]
Yeah. It's cruel.
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It'll only get worse as the numbers dwindle. And it...forgive me, but I think it does hurt a little more this time? I know there's always people who come together, who share a home in the first place. But picking us all from games where we went through this already, where we shared these fears and these fights, and making us face them a second time?
It's harder not to take them personally. [A beat.] I'm worried about Kaworu the most. He just seems like such a lonely boy. Anders was...it sounds like he was a lifeline to him.
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[ his voice softens, unhappy with the thought. ]
The longer we get to spend in this mess together, the closer we get, the harder it is to see someone wind up dead on Friday and another whose blood may as well be on everyone's hands...
[ this is not said in a bad way, just in a "they really make us watch what we've done after all is said and finished" kind of way. even worse, the person who is standing down there always has a godawful time. ]
Tomorrow will be trying for him... so we'll have to be patient.