[ he's hunting her for sport but not menacingly. well i guess he could be considered menacing to some people, but that's not the vibe right now. it's more like a sad animal feeling like where are you i am worried.
No. I hate interrogations. Had my fair share of the Inquisitor.
[ anyways guess what, train graveyard is kind of lowkey a little reminiscent of home. he's climbing up with a deep sigh, and actually, he is not a very good climber so when he makes it up there, it's with a heavy thunk of his bad leg as he shifts to sit on his good one. ]
You can tell me if something happened, or you can leave it where it lies. I will not pull it from you.
[ the thorns could catch. ]
What you allow to grow, will grow. And that is what I will accept. I come only to listen now. But you've nothing to prove to me... a "witch" doesn't need proof to know inside that a heart isn't rotten.
char how do you write such beefy tags in such sort time spans teach me your ways
She goes a bit stiff when he joins her. Uncertain, and still very angry. Annoyed, hilariously. It's the indignity of it all that gets to her. Maybe if they hadn't gone after something as stupid as shampoo it wouldn't have been so irritating.]
...A witch, hm?
[She folds her knees higher. Setting them under her chin.]
So you've met many of them. Or are one. At least a bit.
[ i don't know i just get possessed. also it's not his fault there's a trainyard in his backyard basically.
she can be angry, the last half hour of trial was an utter nightmare and frankly he hates where everything is currently hovering in the air, poised. ]
Mm, though we do not call ourselves witches. A menkhu is able to see the interconnectedness of everything, of living things... It's passed down the family. Though it's not something I can so easily see here. [ nerfed. ]
But [ bracing himself a little on his hands. ] I do not need to see these things to know that I am lucky to be connected to you.
[It's most certainly a different magic than the one she knows. But then she's never had access to a witch's perspective. And there were certainly different kinds, with all sort of magic at their disposal. Perhaps in another life, she'll meet someone like him.
In this one, she can do her best to listen. Though the tender admission at the end urges her to look away, brushing nervously at her hair.]
That's very kind of you to say, Artemy.
I just...don't know how long that will be true. Not when everyone believes I've killed her. Maybe you shouldn't be so quick to align yourself with me.
[ he snorts at that, like he cannot believe you said that! ]
If they would be so quick as to judge me for remaining steadfast to you, then why would I care for friends as such?
[ he looks to her, his eyes softening a little. he debates, and then. ]
I have been branded murderer before, long before all this, accused of a patricide. No one believed me save a precious few. [ stubbornly: ] So I would not let the sway of others so easily change my mind... whether, in the nature of this place, it becomes true in the end or not. I would not allow something like this to sway my stance.
Were you? [Redundant repetitions. Sort of a sign of weakness in diplomatic discussions, but Rosamund hasn't had to practice true statecraft yet. She hates how simple-minded she sounds sometimes.] ...May I ask what happened?
[It's not that she couldn't believe it. And not because he cuts such an imposing figure. It's only that the lives of all these people are so very extraordinary, she expects something shocking and dark out of all of them. It's just the nature of the darkness that remains to be seen.]
Well. Then I'm grateful. It's very hard to find the sort of people who would do that, in this kind of circumstance. Or — I mean in the worlds outside these places. Where we're not assuming everyone was possessed or something.
[ he wouldn't know, he's never been a diplomat. his expression just shifts a little, it's complicated. ]
My father died shortly after my arrival back home... the first time around, before the Eudora. I'd barely stepped off the train when I had three men coming at me with a knife saying I'd murdered my own father.
Apparently word got around that maybe I'd wanted his inheritance for myself, so they said I killed him for it. Had the entire town on my back for several days before they started to calm down... some people still didn't believe me. [ a beat ] But I've had to kill other people, people who wanted me dead first - and for that, I do feel the guilt. It's hard to ever stop feeling the guilt. I'm the Ripper, that's what they call me. Butcher. There isn't a day where sometimes I accept that it's a name I've earned in terrible ways.
[ he smiles tiredly at her. ]
But this is not about me. Influenced or not... Will is will, and we live with the things we have done, even if we were given no control at the start. If you can allow others in, to help you heal... then that too is part of your will, the path you choose, to grow, to accept, even when it hurts like someone digging into a wound.
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so where will he find her? ]
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Anyway she can be found in the train graveyard. Sitting atop a train and glowering into its darkened guts.]
...You don't have to waste your breath on another interrogation. I didn't do anything wrong.
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No. I hate interrogations. Had my fair share of the Inquisitor.
[ anyways guess what, train graveyard is kind of lowkey a little reminiscent of home. he's climbing up with a deep sigh, and actually, he is not a very good climber so when he makes it up there, it's with a heavy thunk of his bad leg as he shifts to sit on his good one. ]
You can tell me if something happened, or you can leave it where it lies. I will not pull it from you.
[ the thorns could catch. ]
What you allow to grow, will grow. And that is what I will accept. I come only to listen now. But you've nothing to prove to me... a "witch" doesn't need proof to know inside that a heart isn't rotten.
char how do you write such beefy tags in such sort time spans teach me your ways
She goes a bit stiff when he joins her. Uncertain, and still very angry. Annoyed, hilariously. It's the indignity of it all that gets to her. Maybe if they hadn't gone after something as stupid as shampoo it wouldn't have been so irritating.]
...A witch, hm?
[She folds her knees higher. Setting them under her chin.]
So you've met many of them. Or are one. At least a bit.
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she can be angry, the last half hour of trial was an utter nightmare and frankly he hates where everything is currently hovering in the air, poised. ]
Mm, though we do not call ourselves witches. A menkhu is able to see the interconnectedness of everything, of living things... It's passed down the family. Though it's not something I can so easily see here. [ nerfed. ]
But [ bracing himself a little on his hands. ] I do not need to see these things to know that I am lucky to be connected to you.
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In this one, she can do her best to listen. Though the tender admission at the end urges her to look away, brushing nervously at her hair.]
That's very kind of you to say, Artemy.
I just...don't know how long that will be true. Not when everyone believes I've killed her. Maybe you shouldn't be so quick to align yourself with me.
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If they would be so quick as to judge me for remaining steadfast to you, then why would I care for friends as such?
[ he looks to her, his eyes softening a little. he debates, and then. ]
I have been branded murderer before, long before all this, accused of a patricide. No one believed me save a precious few. [ stubbornly: ] So I would not let the sway of others so easily change my mind... whether, in the nature of this place, it becomes true in the end or not. I would not allow something like this to sway my stance.
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[It's not that she couldn't believe it. And not because he cuts such an imposing figure. It's only that the lives of all these people are so very extraordinary, she expects something shocking and dark out of all of them. It's just the nature of the darkness that remains to be seen.]
Well. Then I'm grateful. It's very hard to find the sort of people who would do that, in this kind of circumstance. Or — I mean in the worlds outside these places. Where we're not assuming everyone was possessed or something.
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My father died shortly after my arrival back home... the first time around, before the Eudora. I'd barely stepped off the train when I had three men coming at me with a knife saying I'd murdered my own father.
Apparently word got around that maybe I'd wanted his inheritance for myself, so they said I killed him for it. Had the entire town on my back for several days before they started to calm down... some people still didn't believe me. [ a beat ] But I've had to kill other people, people who wanted me dead first - and for that, I do feel the guilt. It's hard to ever stop feeling the guilt. I'm the Ripper, that's what they call me. Butcher. There isn't a day where sometimes I accept that it's a name I've earned in terrible ways.
[ he smiles tiredly at her. ]
But this is not about me. Influenced or not... Will is will, and we live with the things we have done, even if we were given no control at the start. If you can allow others in, to help you heal... then that too is part of your will, the path you choose, to grow, to accept, even when it hurts like someone digging into a wound.