All right then. If we go down, we go down together.
[Coming right up. Another for you gorgeous]
I'm...honestly, I'm a little mad at her. Hulkenberg. Just...I don't understand why she didn't say anything. She had to do what she did and it wasn't for selfish reasons, so why couldn't she come clean earlier? We might have found out what happened with Maya and Scaramouche.
She… might not have been able to. There’s sometimes rules in place that you can’t speak about what happened until the votes are in even if you’re not possessed — stops people from just outright confessing and making the thing easier, I guess.
But… if there’s not… I’m not sure why either. Although I understand her pact with Strohl, to an extent.
[This still doesn't sit well with her. Maybe given time it will. For now her posture remains tense, mouth twisted.]
...I can see why they made the pact. Yes. I...it would have hurt him terribly, to be made to hurt someone.
[shoots you by the way]
I'm grateful that she stopped him. As sad as I am to lose him, and...and her...in spite of how infuriating it all is. I'm glad it wasn't something worse. I can't bear the thought of either one carrying that guilt.
It’s… honestly impressive. That he had the state of mind to go and seek her out, even like that. It sounds like he stumbled in on her from what she said at the end, rather than the other way around.
[ oh strohl. you sweet little easy to fluster man. ]
… [ she sighs. ] It’d be nice to have just one week where we didn’t lose four people in one go. I know it’s different, but knowing they’re all okay doesn’t mean I don’t miss them.
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I’ll do a little more. Just— if there was ever a time for alcohol, this is probably it.
[ maybe she’ll get drunk and go fight god. ]
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[Coming right up. Another for you gorgeous]
I'm...honestly, I'm a little mad at her. Hulkenberg. Just...I don't understand why she didn't say anything. She had to do what she did and it wasn't for selfish reasons, so why couldn't she come clean earlier? We might have found out what happened with Maya and Scaramouche.
I just...and Strohl...
[god. We gonna finish this bottle]
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She… might not have been able to. There’s sometimes rules in place that you can’t speak about what happened until the votes are in even if you’re not possessed — stops people from just outright confessing and making the thing easier, I guess.
But… if there’s not… I’m not sure why either. Although I understand her pact with Strohl, to an extent.
[ girl. mood. sorry about your boyfriend(?) ]
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...I can see why they made the pact. Yes. I...it would have hurt him terribly, to be made to hurt someone.
[shoots you by the way]
I'm grateful that she stopped him. As sad as I am to lose him, and...and her...in spite of how infuriating it all is. I'm glad it wasn't something worse. I can't bear the thought of either one carrying that guilt.
Bad enough that she'll have to shoulder this.
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It’s… honestly impressive. That he had the state of mind to go and seek her out, even like that. It sounds like he stumbled in on her from what she said at the end, rather than the other way around.
[ oh strohl. you sweet little easy to fluster man. ]
… [ she sighs. ] It’d be nice to have just one week where we didn’t lose four people in one go. I know it’s different, but knowing they’re all okay doesn’t mean I don’t miss them.