If only. We still don't know exactly how we get those. [ he nods, though! ] Yeah, but I'm missing the supplies I got for it on the ship. So if a string breaks, that's it.
Oh! Then yes, that's very important. Maybe we can use some team points those? I wouldn't mind at all. It would be a shame to lose your music.
[since the rest of the place is doing decently. They have food and laundry and comfortable quarters, basics covered. Time for other needs to be met.
Her mouth opens. Closes again. She covers for it with a queasy smile.]
Um. It's...all right. As much as it can be. [She remembers, once, he'd come to her frustrated that she wouldn't tell him what she really wanted, when she was at her lowest. Was offended a bit, even. She ducks her chin, wetting her lips.]
I really don't like making myself a burden on other people, Kazuki, but if you want the honest truth? I really don't know how to forgive myself this time. If the possession is really just gone, then I'm sort of left behind. Just holding this terrible thing that I don't know how to reckon with. Not that it can be, not in four days.
I don't want to use too much for it, but spare strings and a winder would be good if we have any to spare.
I think that's the best we can ask for, right now. [ that she's as alright as she can be, that is. ] But you did say you wanted to make your own decisions, didn't you? Being "possessed" again might go against that, but at least being free of it means you can do what you want to make up for it or whatever you need to do.
But I want to be here for you, too, you know? Just like last time.
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[drifting over. Still not doing great but we are mobile and dressed and washed.]
I thought you already had a guitar?
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[ glances. ]
How're you holding up?
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[since the rest of the place is doing decently. They have food and laundry and comfortable quarters, basics covered. Time for other needs to be met.
Her mouth opens. Closes again. She covers for it with a queasy smile.]
Um. It's...all right. As much as it can be. [She remembers, once, he'd come to her frustrated that she wouldn't tell him what she really wanted, when she was at her lowest. Was offended a bit, even. She ducks her chin, wetting her lips.]
I really don't like making myself a burden on other people, Kazuki, but if you want the honest truth? I really don't know how to forgive myself this time. If the possession is really just gone, then I'm sort of left behind. Just holding this terrible thing that I don't know how to reckon with. Not that it can be, not in four days.
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I think that's the best we can ask for, right now. [ that she's as alright as she can be, that is. ] But you did say you wanted to make your own decisions, didn't you? Being "possessed" again might go against that, but at least being free of it means you can do what you want to make up for it or whatever you need to do.
But I want to be here for you, too, you know? Just like last time.